OK. You will never say were you came from. I will plainly say it for you. You came from eternity and you now live in "time" which is an illusion.
Now to the meat. What do you see around you that is REAL?
Why do you live so close to knowing the mystery, but refuse to finally open the door to see home?
Will you have the courage to answer the simple question. What do you see around you that is REAL?
You ARE one stubborn old bird my friend! :)